Dear Blog,
I’m writing this simply because I’m feeling this pinch of loneliness and I needed the presence of an un-opinionated entity to listen to what I have to say.
It has been sometime since I became so quiet. I’m feeling uninspired and everything around me feels lifeless; I just can’t see two steps ahead of me. I have friends, I have games, but things aren’t just as they used to be. The only constant is, I’ll see the pictures of us, before I sleep and after I wake up. It is not a sudden practice but rather that of 2 years. I just continue missing her. But although it may seem like I was wrong since I did went quiet and talking would be the best advice any common men would say, my justice is, I spoke my hearts out to that of no end. I was accused of something I had not done; and that too for more then a year. She was clearly never happy with me beyond the first year.
Since words spoken made no impact in a year and there wasn’t happiness seeing how we fought frequently, I figured those fights brought the relationship to a point where it just can’t be saved and going quiet and being by my self would be the best gift for this girl whom I loved and adored a lot. I have been quiet, and I have been myself, but the only difference would be, I wasn’t as strong I was, or I thought I should be. I’m still trying to play roles that I’m not accustomed too.
