I’m writing this simply because I’m feeling this pinch of loneliness and I needed the presence of an un-opinionated entity to listen to what I have to say.

It has been sometime since I became so quiet. I’m feeling uninspired and everything around me feels lifeless; I just can’t see two steps ahead of me. I have friends, I have games, but things aren’t just as they used to be. The only constant is, I’ll see the pictures of us, before I sleep and after I wake up. It is not a sudden practice but rather that of 2 years. I just continue missing her. But although it may seem like I was wrong since I did went quiet and talking would be the best advice any common men would say, my justice is, I spoke my hearts out to that of no end. I was accused of something I had not done; and that too for more then a year. She was clearly never happy with me beyond the first year.

Since words spoken made no impact in a year and there wasn’t happiness seeing how we fought frequently, I figured those fights brought the relationship to a point where it just can’t be saved and going quiet and being by my self would be the best gift for this girl whom I loved and adored a lot. I have been quiet, and I have been myself, but the only difference would be, I wasn’t as strong I was, or I thought I should be. I’m still trying to play roles that I’m not accustomed too.

Teppanyaki
(Great World City)

Ayam Penyet
(Lucky Plaza, Singapore)

Mumtaz Mahal
(Downtown East)

New York
(Jurong Point)

Seafood Claypot
(Chinatown)

Kenny Rogers
(Marina Square, Singapore)